Perahera Promise, Suicide Fear, and a Norway Reform Detour

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WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 2, 2020

8:00 p.m.

I can't tell the difference between nightmares or vivid dreams. I can't believe I remembered the dream, maybe it's cause my mum woke me up. I caught a mosquito. It was lying on my duvet quilt bed sheet. I smacked it.

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I believe that.

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I don't know.

I don't feel anything. I don't feel time rushing past. I don't believe I'm in the real world anymore. It feels a lot like I'm in a simulated world or simulation or a dream -- and dying, I'll wake up.

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"I hit the jackpot with you, didn't I?" sarcastically! Who is she? Who does she think she is? Who is she?!

MONDAY, NOVEMBER 30, 2020

1:30 a.m.

I'm watching Schitt's Creek (2015) tv series season 1. It's pretty good. This American Pie actor Eugene Levy is one of my favourite. It's pretty good, I think I'll see season 2, 3, 4 and 5. It's playful, lowers my stress, it isn't taxing, it's pretty funny, I find myself laughing every few minutes cause of the clever humour.

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9:00 p.m.

Just got up and had dinner. I'm feeling exhausted. I took 60 mg of Mirtazapine in the afternoon, fell asleep, woke up. I feel okay. I'm happy Jonathan Hirshon is happy with his special gift. I love people in California, Singapore, Israel, England and also New York, they're just the kindest -- he'll be so happy to see the Perahera in person.

11:45 p.m.

I'm very sad that the ants, red and black, have gotten into all the Maggi instant noodles I bought. I'm very hurt and very hungry and have nothing to eat.

I need a strong plastic airtight container to store Maggi next time. It's good to learn the lesson. I also can't buy Maggi as it's too late in the evening, but tomorrow I'll try again.

I was thinking good thoughts today. I thought that the vast majority of Muslims want to live peacefully, befriend other communities, get along, be happy, enjoy life, be safe, earn money, earn business, earn praise, that's seen by them all on Facebook, loving others.

People aren't going to murder romantically -- people plot, plan, they do it cowardly, they try to avoid the repercussions, they never admit

Omg I've never had peanut butter cookies

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The only time I ever made a mistake was when I told a girl that based on her impressive qualifications, "customers will buy everything we're selling and pay double when they see her". I accidentally forgot to add because of her qualifications. She took it the wrong way. I never meant anything by it. Give me a break.

I love animals. I took photos of all the animals in Singapore Zoo as a young child, I still have that photo album

When I was small, my dad got me a Gameboy and Pokemon game, when we were in shopping mall in Singapore, we went to library. I pretended to be reading a book, but i was playing Pokemon and two kids were seated next to me watching. My dad caught me, he was not impressed.