7:30 p.m.
This move Blue Jasmine, it is my 2nd interval, about 70% into the movie. It is a lot to process.
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I write these things for entertainment. It is fictionalised.
This movie makes me think a lot. Cate, or Jasmine, originally Jeanette, she also has flashbacks.
People who are emotionally wounded, they end up like that, it is devastating.
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I have learned from it. I will help others.
I am just like Jasmine. I always live in flashbacks. I also feel under attack. I fear incoming hits.
I find myself writhing in pain, unhappy, remembering painful incidents.
I feel so much mental anguish from how ███████ attacked and wounded me, it is so much regret.
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I think that inciting Nirosh would be a grave mistake, so I will not do it, I am unsure if I should forgive her.
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It is the way I live my life from day to day.
* Lehan is thinking deeply *
It is a form of deep Buddhism. People like Woody Allen, the director, he is a Buddhist for me.
Buddha was a director, he was a story teller, Jesus taught wisdom through parables.
Buddha, his work in the Tripitaka was to show ignorance. It is the value we did not make use of.
Buddhist monks are not supposed to watch movies, but I disagree, I think it can help shed ignorance.
It is a new medium to learn. They did not have shows or movies or tv back in 2,500 years ago, Buddha times.
I think the Jewish people are somehow enlightened, they are just able to see reality, not deception.
Or maybe, they just had good high IQ, or were gifted, disproportionately, they enlighten me.
