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https://youtu.be/IsLFlGPpK6w

I write these things for entertainment. It is fictionalised.

This movie makes me think a lot. Cate, or Jasmine, originally Jeanette, she also has flashbacks.

People who are emotionally wounded, they end up like that, it is devastating.

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I have learned from it. I will help others.

I am just like Jasmine. I always live in flashbacks. I also feel under attack. I fear incoming hits.

I find myself writhing in pain, unhappy, remembering painful incidents.

I feel so much mental anguish from how ███████ attacked and wounded me, it is so much regret.

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I think that inciting Nirosh would be a grave mistake, so I will not do it, I am unsure if I should forgive her.

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It is the way I live my life from day to day.

* Lehan is thinking deeply *

It is a form of deep Buddhism. People like Woody Allen, the director, he is a Buddhist for me.

Buddha was a director, he was a story teller, Jesus taught wisdom through parables.

Buddha, his work in the Tripitaka was to show ignorance. It is the value we did not make use of.

Buddhist monks are not supposed to watch movies, but I disagree, I think it can help shed ignorance.

It is a new medium to learn. They did not have shows or movies or tv back in 2,500 years ago, Buddha times.

I think the Jewish people are somehow enlightened, they are just able to see reality, not deception.

Or maybe, they just had good high IQ, or were gifted, disproportionately, they enlighten me.

https://youtu.be/cXj8c0rieNI

In the end, she is talking to herself. She is not well. I do not think she or anyone I know has schizophrenia, it seems to be she has PTSD.

The public, when they see her, talking to herself on the bench, they think she is schizophrenic. But it is not the case, it is trauma.

She needs help. She seemed to be unlucky. It is a tragedy, it is a modern Shakespearean tragedy.

This person, she was upset the husband found a new younger girl, so she betrays him.

She got what she deserved. She ruined her life by informing the Feds that her husband was defrauding.

Prasanga Menikdiwela, Jeewaka uncle's wife, she also sort of did go off the deep end, she went nuts.

I was in touch with Prasanga aunty, she was always consistent as Thilanga uncle commented.

I do not think she was crazy or stupid enough to rat out Jeewaka uncle, but she did act like Jasmine.

I do not believe I will ever have a real relationship. I just cannot trust anyone, the distrust is my peace.

You cannot trust anyone.

When I was a small child, my mother told me: "Do not trust anyone".

Least of all a thirty third degree Ashkenazi Jewish 76 year old Freemason like Jacques! :P

Hahahaha!

Just kidding, it is a relative concept.

I was thinking that Blue Jasmine really helped me see that the public, they might not 'understand' people, they are often not trained to see properly.

This Jasmine, she--

I was thinking, in the future, if I am in court, the judge will talk, then ask me, a ridiculous question.

I will just say, "your honour, is this the part where you proudly tell me, 'this is Sri Lanka!'?"

I expect it. It is a corrupt country. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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The whole country, SL, it is bogged down in retardation, the whole thing seems to be low standards, no standards, cheap, cheap, cheap.

The healthcare system, education, it is a joke.