A Mostly Locked Note About a Family Song

Friday, February 26th, 2021

1:30 a.m.

New day. My lips are a bit dry and parched. Back of my ears are feeling a bit strange. Little bit scaly. I will show my mum tomorrow morning.

I saw The Purge Season 01 Episode 01. It is interesting. The cult creeps me out. It is anti Republican and NRA. It is an interesting dystopia.

I had a great peanut butter and strawberry jam jelly sandwich with well spread margarine. It may have dehydrated me. Or the air conditioning may have dehydrated me.

I will soon brush my teeth. Then I guess, I can take 45 mg of Mirtazapine and get ready to sleep. I should get ready to drop the dosage to 30 mg. It is a poison.

I need a haircut soon. My hair gets stuffy when it is long. I also start scratching.

I need to download this CISSP video series. It is not everything but it will be helpful.

I was thinking that SL is all about PR. We have to really sell SL and work on the image. I saw a great website write a nice story on SL.

The only problem is the problem people who are not exactly California type. It is impossible with them. Just impossible.

It is like how in Australia the water flushes differently apparently. Everything right in the US is wrong in SL. Anything correct in SL is unacceptably incorrect in US. Very interesting.

1:45 a.m.

I was thinking the original 7 weeks in my Captain's Log are the important ones. If you are writing a book, it will need to end. The book must be at most 300 pages, so there is a limit.

I will keep it short. There is a lot of source material. Some of the stories, they will be dramatised. For instance, only girls in the cookery class is funny. Nanda Fernando. Lal. ███████. Dharmadasa family. Memories.

The stoning of the wicked ritual.

There appears to be an abundance of stories to incorporate and include.

Of course, the entire Godfather movie will be included. So will a number of my favourite movies.

Psychology research.

Important lessons.

It will be like a prized almanac of sorts.

I am thinking I should include the ███████████ too.

However, if you look at Star Trek Lower Decks, the animated series, this is meant for kids or teenagers, the protagonists have sex. This is American TV programming.

It might not be suitable or appropriate or acceptable in Sri Lanka.

The war, stories on it, it might not be what SL leaders want written. My perspective is LTTE sympathetic. I feel sorry for them.

More on sex, my inspiration, the diarist Anne Frank, she talked about her exploration of sex too. She was a kid. It was in the 1930s or 1940s.

Her book might be read by children in those developed countries, but in this country, in SL, it might be viewed adversely.

It seems I could also market the book in the US or UK market if I have good PR.

I think the stories on Lasantha Wickrematunge, the stories of fighting. The visceral gore of this Jayamaha boy violently murdering this Swedish girl in Royal Park, it must be included.

Horrific atrocities, how JVP were burnt in tires, the war in SL, it has to be recorded and written. If you watch Quentin Tarantino's movies, it is all always violent. People are drawn to gore.

I could talk about how I wanted to set up a chicken factory. How it is gore.

I could talk about Cricket because of Thilanga uncle.

Video games.

Maybe not so much.

I could keep the entire MasterClass series insights I like in it.

I could keep Wharton MBA insights in the book.

I could maybe write about the minorities I met, about different religions.

I could draw inspiration from Art of the Deal by Trump, this guy Obama's Dreams from my Father, Decision Points by Bush.

I can write about cultural works.

Freemasonry maybe.

Cooking. I can ask permission for some recipes from Jonathan. He is a great cook.

I can write about how I was suicidal in the UK.

How I was in Singapore, met Lee Kuan Yew.

How Lee Hsien Loong did not say hello to me because of someone's Wikipedia!

I can write about Alpex Marine, how I was working there. Memories with Chandrasiri uncle. How he is mean to people sometimes.

I can write about many things.

I will definitely keep the ████ in it. It will be like super stimuli.

Writing about violence, it is very exciting, people want to read it.

2:00 a.m.

I dunno. Maybe it could be a book series. But I only one to ever write one book. It has to be as short as possible. If it is too lengthy, no point. I like the Little Prince. I dunno what to keep or cut.

*Later Added*

The Cure -- Friday I'm In Love:

3:30 a.m.

(c)

I am saddened and shocked to hear that the young Ryan Nethicumara, Gamini Nethicumara's son, has sadly died tragically. It is a disgrace. This sort of thing should never have happened.

I am sickened, it was such an unnecessary loss of life in a f***ing hospital, Tudawe is friendly with me, I met at COYLE events, ready to sign deals, but I am disappointed with this.

It is a good family. Climbing a staircase or climbing from 5 storeys? What the f*** is this all about?

If it was over some b***h, it is really sad, it is all these innocent guys who end up dead.

I was friendly with Shanil Nethicumara, but I was ordered by some people to end any friendship with him.

I was told by Shanil that when Lucky uncle died (a friend of my dad apparently), his brother Gamini has ██████ the business.

I identify with Shanil in two ways therefore and he is just cool.

Just such a cool guy, one of the few cool people you can meet in SL.

He needs to call me, if these Capital Maharaja wrote something about me, they will --- *████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ * the next day....

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I do not know these people at all. I have no relationship with them. I saw Natasha Nethicumara added me on Facebook, I blocked her.

Gamini is nice to my mother, but I will not continue a relationship with them, as I choose to similarly discontinue many relationships my family maintain.

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French Montana -- Unforgettable: