Perahera Promise, Suicide Fear, and a Norway Reform Detour
December 2, 2020
I moved from an upbeat Perahera invitation and grand hospitality fantasy into prison-reform thinking and a much heavier undertow of medication, fragility, and fear about where my own mind could go.
Inviting Jonathan to See the Perahera in Sri Lanka
We can always arrange for a trip in 2022 or 2023 if needed -- so, no worries if you're busy in August 2021!
I will prefer if you visit in August, so you witness the Perahera in person from the VIP area if flying such a long flight to Sri Lanka, as it is a breathtakingly beautiful sight to behold, you won't believe it -- and you won't forget such a significant, sacred ceremony done to honour Buddha, it's even better than looking at a famous painting like Mona Lisa in person, and it feels as though you're the king in charge of the whole kingdom like Simba with Mufasa in Circle of Life to celebrate you being born.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GibiNy4d4gc
G-d bless you always brother Jonathan, please enjoy the rest of your special day!! :)
Suicidal Thoughts, Dissociation and Finding Purpose in Helping Others
WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 2, 2020
8:00 p.m.
I can't tell the difference between nightmares or vivid dreams. I can't believe I remembered the dream, maybe it's cause my mum woke me up. I caught a mosquito. It was lying on my duvet quilt bed sheet. I smacked it.
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I believe that.
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I don't know.
I don't feel anything. I don't feel time rushing past. I don't believe I'm in the real world anymore. It feels a lot like I'm in a simulated world or simulation or a dream -- and dying, I'll wake up.
Schitt’s Creek, Mirtazapine and Ants in the Maggi Noodles
MONDAY, NOVEMBER 30, 2020
1:30 a.m.
I'm watching Schitt's Creek (2015) tv series season 1. It's pretty good. This American Pie actor Eugene Levy is one of my favourite. It's pretty good, I think I'll see season 2, 3, 4 and 5. It's playful, lowers my stress, it isn't taxing, it's pretty funny, I find myself laughing every few minutes cause of the clever humour.
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9:00 p.m.
Just got up and had dinner. I'm feeling exhausted. I took 60 mg of Mirtazapine in the afternoon, fell asleep, woke up. I feel okay. I'm happy Jonathan Hirshon is happy with his special gift. I love people in California, Singapore, Israel, England and also New York, they're just the kindest -- he'll be so happy to see the Perahera in person.
11:45 p.m.
I'm very sad that the ants, red and black, have gotten into all the Maggi instant noodles I bought. I'm very hurt and very hungry and have nothing to eat.
I need a strong plastic airtight container to store Maggi next time. It's good to learn the lesson. I also can't buy Maggi as it's too late in the evening, but tomorrow I'll try again.
I was thinking good thoughts today. I thought that the vast majority of Muslims want to live peacefully, befriend other communities, get along, be happy, enjoy life, be safe, earn money, earn business, earn praise, that's seen by them all on Facebook, loving others.
Supporting Penalties for Sharing Defamatory Claims on Facebook
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Explaining a Compliment About Qualifications That Was Misunderstood
The only time I ever made a mistake was when I told a girl that based on her impressive qualifications, "customers will buy everything we're selling and pay double when they see her". I accidentally forgot to add because of her qualifications. She took it the wrong way. I never meant anything by it. Give me a break.
Getting Caught Playing Pokémon in a Singapore Library
When I was small, my dad got me a Gameboy and Pokemon game, when we were in shopping mall in Singapore, we went to library. I pretended to be reading a book, but i was playing Pokemon and two kids were seated next to me watching. My dad caught me, he was not impressed.
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