I Chased Cake, Zoom Doubts, and a Flash of Space Hope

April 6, 2020

I spent the day craving cake and better food, doubting Zoom, juggling the Mark Webber meeting, and letting space and comfort fantasies briefly cut through flashbacks and family resentment.

Cake Cravings, Racist Thoughts and Meeting Mark Webber

Mon 6 Apr

9:45 a.m.

I really want cake. I love cake. I feel really sad without any cake for so long. I have flashbacks of how I was at a second cousin's wedding and I tried mud cake brownies at Cinnamon Grand with caramel and chocolate sauce, and then I got full.

I left, but I was so depressed that I couldn't pack and take some brownies home with me -- they were the best. My mum forced me to leave. I was going to stay back just for extra slices.

I have a WebEx meeting with Mark Webber at around 5:30 p.m. So, that'll be fun. I'll pretty much talk about my customer relationships. I have 38 enterprise customers. I'm talking to Mark to influence my partner agreement with SIERRA as he 2° knows their COO.

10:00 a.m.

I'm hungry today. I had a nice dream. I can't remember. I forgot. I think that yesterday I had a nightmare. It was a Muslim terrorist nightmare. I'm just going to take it easy today.

11:00 a.m.

I had peanut butter sandwiches for breakfast. My mum made me milk coffee. I'm feeling full now. I really slathered on the peanut butter and butter or fat spread on my toast. It was okay. It wasn't that great anymore.

After trying again and again, I don't like those foods. I wish I had Tesco Finest Chicken Penang with Jasmine Rice. That curry with coconut milk was amazing. It had many calories as well. I ate it twice or 4 times a week in England. I took out of freezer, popped in microwave and ate.

4:00 p.m.

*I hate lunch. I liked the mango curry that Simi nandi made for us ("me"). My mum made lamb. It was good.

I have a bad headache. I can't beat the alien boss in Zombies in Spaceland in Call of Duty Infinite Warfare. I tried two times, so, I gave up. I'm hoping Sohli Captain is okay during Covid-19. I really love Parsis. They're really good. I want justice for the Parsis. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

I have to introduce my family to the Parsis so we can protect our friends. I want Ferhad Jamshed Nilgiriya and Sohli Captain and maybe Abans Pestonjee to really scare Jagath mami about terrorists. We don't want the terrorists to win over here.

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4:15 p.m.

Whenever I talk to Tamir Pardo or Robert Bigman, who I call Bob Bigman because we're friends now, and I'm so cool, or even Bentsi Ben Atar, i only ever say that the terrorists are like the zombies. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

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I don't like Bentsi Ben Atar. He's not my friend, really. I don't genuinely like Tamir Pardo because he didn't invade Iran when Bibi (PM Benjamin Netanyahu) instructed him to do so. He screwed everything up. I don't understand why Bush didn't invade Iran too. If he did that, then it would've been "Mission Accomplished" for real.

*I don't like Bentsi Ben Atar because he wanted to do business with the terrorists*.

4:30 p.m.

I don't even really like the IDF. They told me they don't recruit people over the age of 25. I'm 26. After that, I was a bit apprehensive of them. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I was very sad. But then, I understood, I had better ways to do G-d's work.

Okay, enough positive self talk about dealing with the terrorists. I'll have to check my email to Mark Webber and then send at about 5:25 p.m., exactly 5 minutes before I speak with him. I have to discuss customer relationships.

4:45 p.m.

I should like stop my racist beliefs. I don't know how I think so angrily and fearfully about a group of people. A lot of them are my friends. I should befriend them and stuff. I shouldn't kick people out. They're not terrorists.

6:15 p.m.

I had a very good meeting. I really like Mark Webber. He's somebody I know, have a friendship with and trust. I love how the Americans really like and try to support me and my business.

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