Wed 22 Jan
11:45 a.m.
I'm just about to get up from bed. I called NDB CEO's office. I'm trying to get some opportunity. It's very difficult. I'm partnering SIT to also help with the enterprise customers in Sri Lanka.
I called some guy called Dhanushke who has apparently won some award and everything. I don't feel he can be trusted. I anyway don't trust anybody. I'm unsure. I'll probably start him out on Sampath Bank to see if he can do our work.
The guy's mistake is he was standoffish and he also seemed to cave in. He refused to sign a NDA, then he conceded. I just can't tolerate any of that behaviour. We're probably going to fight and have drama, I don't have patience for it.
We only want serious, capable people. I think at some point, things do go wrong. No amount of being cautious is good enough. You f*** up. It's best to learn.
██████████████████████████████████████ I woke up and slept three times. Three nightmares*. The first one, I felt like I was █████████ in my dream, but I wasn't and didn't. Instead i had a ███████ and i went to███████████████████. It was very strange.
The second one was a flashback about my █████████████breaking my elbow. Or something. I can't fully remember. It's strange. I think even reincarnation is like that, you just can't remember.
12:00 p.m.
It's okay if I get up at noon. I anyway only make a few high quality decisions. I don't make many decisions. I design direction. I need to email NDB CEO's secretary and even SIT CEO.
12:30 p.m.
I'm exhausted. I need to get up from bed soon. I think this is the price of Mirtazapine. ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████ I'll need to put up with it, take the risk, succeed, get money, get therapy and discontinue antidepressants.
1:45 p.m.
I had lunch. I didn't really enjoy it because I can't handle spicy food. It was a Sri Lankan food parcel my picked up from my uncle's place. I think the owners had made it for them. I'm on my laptop doing work.
2:15 p.m.
I'm trying to connect with Sohli Captain to try join Freemasonry in Sri Lanka. He's the oldest member of Orion Lodge. But I wanted to see if I can join Duke of Connaught somehow using his support. I think I might be blackballed by UGLE, somewhat, but District Grand Master Ferhad Jamshed Nilgiriya can overrule this with pushing by Sohli Captain.
I always try my best to get things done. It's a tough country. The culture is anti progress, it's anti business. This is a great solution. I'm writing an email to Indrajith, and I see how it takes a long time to reduce and distill the contents down to minimum essence.
2:30 p.m.
Hehe I'm so lazy. I always find the quickest, easiest and most effective ways to get things done. Cheaters may never prosper, cheaters may never win, but I think people who use shortcuts always prosper and win. Just watch Need For Speed races! █████████████████████████████████████████████████████
4:00 p.m. Wed
I spoke to Mr Sohli Captain, he was very kind and generous in spirit to help me along. He put me in touch with Michael Diaz, who's meeting District Grand Master Ferhad Jamshed Nilgiriya tonight. He'll recommend my joining.
This might be a small thing, but it's a very important thing. The devil is in the details, and my devious plan and my ingenuity will be rewarded by my quick, sure promotion within the ranks of Freemasonry.
Anyway, I'll be added to Duke of Connaught Lodge No. 2940, this just helps me over the long term. It's as Abraham Lincoln wisely said: "give me six hours to chop down a tree and I will spend the first four sharpening the axe".
I think these Parsis are good, natural friends to me. Mr Captain told me that they █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ This means, the Captains, the Pestonjees -- they're my natural allies. ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
I'm very happy today. It's a good day. It's not every day I make friends like this. I called Mr Captain "Sir" because he's 87. He joined Masonry in the 1950s, even before my dad was born in 195███. It's too awkward for me to call people by first name.
Alex Carvell's dad Dave and sister Emily were introduced to me in England. It was a big shock for me when Dave told me he was Dave and I had to call him that. I felt internally confused. I think white people expect that. I also expect it. I don't like it when people call me Mr Edirisinghe or Sir, or worse, grammatically incorrect Mr Lehan.
4:15 p.m.
I think out of respect, I'm happy to call Sohli Captain "Sir". I think generally, I now call people sir because I'm a seller and I sell things to my customers, who I must address as sir. I get upset when I'm referred to as Sir, I don't like it. I'm used to this White way of doing things, ████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
I've anyway gotten used to special treatment. I'm special, I deserve special treatment. It's how I do business. It's what I've come to expect. I bet if I can do my job here really well, I can use my newfound Parsi friends who ████████████████████████████████████████████████ to go do a deal with another Parsi family, the Tata family of India.
Jamsetji Tata█████████████████ His son or grandson or descendant Ratan Tata was on a plane with Amitabh Bachan and some other Tata who wasn't impressed by Amitabh being a famous Bollywood actor. That was cool. Now today, Tata is a big business.
They did a deal with Lockheed Martin to build a special variant of the F15 fighter jet aircrafts in India. I think that even the biggest construction company in Sri Lanka, ██████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████I want to work closely with India, just as the Singaporeans have great access to China.
Even my Elbit Systems projects are to be done with support from Indian partners such as Elbit Systems subsidiary Cyber Bit, who we work on cyber range solutions with. I want to one day, and I'm planning this now itself, produce armaments in Sri Lanka using my friends to nab contracts and big projects.
I want to make components for the beautiful F15 or F35 in Sri Lanka. I wish to make a self loading Howitzer with a Bore 105mm cannon in Sri Lanka, just like what the Israeli Defence Forces have. I know I can do it. I'm just in my 2nd year of operations.
4:30 p.m.
Some of the important Tatas are Freemasons. Or at least, they were. They'll always be masons. I dunno if Jeff is, then he has to call it A Mason or A Mazon dot com. I dunno. I only like people who think like me. I only like people like me.
I have very serious homophily, I only hire people like me. That's why it's so hard to hire, nobody else is like me. There will only be one Lehan and one Trump and one Madonna. There's never going to be another Lehan.
All my competitors are my collaborators. I've cut deals with everyone. I'm really happy about today. I hope to get entered into Duke of Connaught Lodge where there's a severe shortage of members, and so, I can quickly ascend and become a senior member. I only ever use masonry for business -- my religion.
10:00 p.m.
I'm sleepy. I ate very not tasty, not satisfying and █████████ Sri Lankan food. I'm happy we got █████████████████ if they introduced somewhat edible foods. US and Chinese economic colonization gives us good food -- including McDonald's or Taco Bell.
My nose is running because I ate spicy food. I ████ Sri Lankan food. It's why nobody enjoys it, it's not popular. I'm unsure why people make ████ food nobody eats. ██████████████████████████████████████████████ I'm going to sleep soon. I took my Mirtazapine early at 8 p.m.
I wrote an email to NDB CEO's secretary Deepa about protecting their bank and about registration as a vendor and how we got our wires crossed with ████████ █████████. I made a few mistakes in the email. I'm working on Golf Papa project. I need to write to Indrajith Jayaratne CEO of SIT.
