12:15 a.m.
I think I won't betray or throw out Jonathan. I'm very angry about how my circumstances are pretty bad. I'm feeling unhappy about it. That we can't know if the mirtazapine we're getting is safe. It's just poverty. Everyone in Sri Lanka has been impoverished. I think we can indeed publish or even switch to Facebook Professional, earn some money. But some food, get medication from a reliable supplier, pay for security officers around the house. This is a more positive way to look at it. Be positive like Lipton said. I think with depression, which is a part of complex PTSD, you get into a sulken, depressed frame of mind, you give up, start failing, it's not good. I think 60mg is good for now. I think I'll try to get things going. I think having to face risk, is enough to get anyone feeling overwhelmed. Let's just be positive.
