Headaches, Dad Grief, and the Need to Keep the Enemies Cornered
மார்ச் 18, 2022
The day mixes missing my father, anger at religion and betrayal, fantasies about spying on enemies and shutting them down, movie-watching, and a headache so bad it leaves me unable to write properly.
Calling Betrayers Terrorists and Advocating Surveillance
7:30 a.m.
Volcanos!!
I think that anyway, me and my family are leaders, we are leading the country forward.
Getting betrayed, attacked by wicked characters, cowards like ███████, is the cost of doing business I suppose, the damage is far greater on their side.
It just doesn't stop for the terrorists, the terrorists have hate for us, carry out an attack and then for the rest of their existence, they are denied, treated poorly and prevented from terrorism.
They are identified, searched and spied on, to gather evidence, to study them and then plan out ways to make sure they are stopped.
Missing My Father, Remembering Abuse and Considering Forgiveness
8:45 a.m.
I miss my dad.
The guy Palith, probably didn't like████████████████████████████. It was good that he was taken out of the picture. But even so, I think that he might have changed, if he had gotten help.
He was █████ wicked to behave that way, violent with a kid, for ████████████. I don't respect him. I wish I had a dad. I have adopted a Jew grandpa and Jew dad lol.
Hehhee
I guess, I forgive my dad. I probably wouldn't have killed the guy for what he did.
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Thomas Shelby, Laptop Troubles and Headaches Stopping My Writing
9:15 a.m.
OMG, it's this maf--ker!!
Thomas Shelby, I gotta see Peaky Blinders soon!
<3
I guess, you could say, as I am also looking like a straw scarecrow, I identify with him
It looks like a good movie, I'm just watching it
I should just be cool
I noticed my laptop switches off at 8 a.m., it switches off, it switched off yesterday, but not today, which is kind of strange.
I don't know, I didn't disable the task scheduler option, that I created, to aid my torrenting / piracy
It will be breakfast time for me soon
My laptop is on my stomach. Because I am scared of radiation. I remember I once dropped my dad's laptop from the bunkbed, top bunk, when we were staying at my grandma's home next door during construction
He must've punished me haha
It was like dog training. Oh you have done something bad. That means you will be punished. Terrible
I disabled the trigger in my task scheduler on windows, now it should not trigger
I also remember that when playing Rimworld, when you give instructions to your colonists, or Prison Architect guards, or at least in Rimworld, you are sort of computer programming them
I am just going to watch this and rest
I have severe headaches
I have been incapacitated from writing completely, because of the headaches
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Someone Leaving My Life and Calls to Monitor a Group
9:30 a.m.
(b)
I'm starving again. I had pizza for dinner at 3 a.m. or something with my mum when I woke up.
These people remind me of Buddha and the monks who walked barefoot
I am so tired.
I am happy that ███████ and her p-=ple were removed from my life completely. It what they wanted.
I think however that now, they will never leave, we will monitor and control them, that group, they will be controlled by our people in SL
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A Crude Name-Change Sketch About Adam Hanin and Facebook
12:00 p.m.
I just had lunch. I'm continuing watching Quiet Place Part 2. I had thai food from yesterday and I helped my mum eat her salad to help her avoid getting fat.
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Meanwhile, somewhere in America
INT. Name Changing Place --- DAY
ADAM HANIN
Yes, uh huh, yeah I am sure
NAME CHANGING PERSON
No, it's not a ███████████
ADAM
Yeah but Lehan's always cyber bullying me about it on Facebook
I want to go with Adam Hineni
NAME CHANGER
Come on man.. this isn't a legitimate reason
ADAM
The Bauer AG people did it once, many people, Bill Clinton, they do it
NAME CHANGER
Show me Lehan's Facebook
Must be a real racist
ADAM
Here you go
NAME CHANGER
He looks like one!
They must be stopping him at the airport
ADAM
Hahaha
NAME CHANGER
They probably search him
ADAM
He was telling everyone he insists on a female pat down
Apparently he's a████████████████
NAME CHANGER
They'd stop him for sure
TSA will be sweating
ADAM
Some of his friends claim they did actually
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Oh yeah? How come?
ADAM
They thought he was carrying a weapon
NAME CHANGER
Really?
ADAM
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Gartner and Leonard Cohen’s “In My Secret Life”
12:30 p.m.
Gartner!!! 😃
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Leonard Cohen - In My Secret Life:
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Elvis Presley’s “His Latest Flame”
12:45 p.m.
Elvis Presley - (Marie's The Name) His Latest Flame:
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Recognizing Someone From “Bates Motel” and Joking About Rudolph
1:30 p.m.
(b)
Mother, Mother.. Mother?
Ammi?
Shanika??
Rudolph?!
I thought I recognized her
I loved Bate's Motel
The taxidermy
They gotta put a deer I caught when hunting, its trophy on my office wall
Rudolph
With her nose so red
She can guide my ██████ alright
A Crude Self-Portrait About Porn, Stardom and Race
2:15 p.m.
(d)
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He took their passport, and shoes
Lehan's not a gangster
Lehan's not a film star
Lehan's a star's star
Lehan's not a ████████
Lehan's not a white star
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Casting Lehan as a Mythic Beast From Sri Lanka
2:15 p.m.
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She's well travelled!
Lehan, the beast, he came out of the ocean, he came from between the devil and the great big sea, in an island called Sri Lanka, which for its small size, has produced a disproportionate sum of evil
World's Top 5 PR, the dragon, spoke on behalf the Devil, and made all of the world bow down in awe and admiration for the man of supreme decency
Denying Satanism and Claiming to Be a Good Person
2:15 p.m.
(f)
I am not a Satanist, I am not a devil worshipper, I am a good person, a good guy
I haven't killed anybody, I haven't stolen anything or lied about anything, I have never done anything wrong, and if you met me
You'd say, gee, what a good person Lehan is
You'd even think, and you'd be forgiven for this, you'd even think I didn't exist
Rejecting “Luca,” Starting Another Movie and Feeling Exhausted
6:30 p.m.
(b)
I will probably take a break next week too.
I saw Luca by Disney. Or I skipped through it. It didn't look good enough. I'd give it a 1 out of 10.
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I'm seeing Midnight in the Switchblade. It looks okay. I will see it. I am so sleepy. I will sleep soon. I might skip my dinner. I am very angry at Shanika.
She should try to start a business and give it to me because she is the now very elderly mother, and has an obligation towards the success of her kids.
Condemning the Acting and Dialogue in “Midnight in the Switchblade”
7:00 p.m.
(g)
The acting is really awful in Midnight in the Switchblade, Marianne Page's look alike, jesus, the whole scene ending was awful, she can't act.
"I have faith in you".
Jesus.
Terrible dialogue
I like my own script.
I like my movie's introduction
Megan Fox and Linkin Park’s “New Divide”
7:30 p.m.
(b)
Megan Fox <3
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Linkin Park -- New Divide:
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To prove me wrong
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