World Theatre Day, Jesus Christ Superstar, and Website Work Later

மார்ச் 28, 2021

A relaxed culture-and-food note built around Indian takeout, Gulab Jamun memories, a long list of favorite musicals for World Theatre Day, and a simple plan for the rest of the night: finish Jesus Christ Superstar, play chess, and work on the firm's website.

7:30 AM

Sunday, March 28th, 2021

7:15--7:45 a.m.

I am now Jewish.

Or at least, I have decided I believe in Judaism.

I liked Christianity in UK, I became Christian.

But soon, I realised, it was not enough.

I think you gotta be Jewish race to be Jewish.

I am a Sinhalese, but I believe in Judaism.

I just prefer it.

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There was a nice show at our home, my mum is a Buddhist, she believes in mediums and spiritual stuff.

There was a blessing.

I was thinking, might as well just forgive people.

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If you take to court, take to court, no need to make it personal and create a big drama.

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I am yet to watch Jesus Christ Superstar.

I will also not get circumcised or perform any ridiculous Jewish rituals and customs.

Jonathan Hirshon is Jewish and the 2nd time I got 30 minutes to speak with him, he told me he eats pork, "but xyz"

He is reformed Jewish, I am reformed Judaism.

I need a nice Jewish girl like that Amartya Sen who got that Rothschild girl, but I worry it will cause problems.

A Chinese girl, they have too many different values. It will work at the start, then fail.

Plus, I am too much of a strong personality.

I guess, I will be unhappy with a Hindu, yes, I will pretend at the beginning, but I will still shoot a cow, make brisket.

It will not work.

I do not want to say anything offensive, but I am not interested in African girls because the cultural values are also too vastly incompatible.

I think the Japanese girls are too weird, they are really timid and shy and I do not like it.

I like Sarah Silverman or this Sarah █████████

That is my type!

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I am just 27, it looks like, I will become healthy and pretty successful soon.

I have time.

I will just buy a girl off her father.

I like how Sumal Perera sold his son Shamal to the Amalean, I remember him telling me:

"Amalean has 20,000 employees"

"You need a girlfriend."

"G-d bless you".

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I think he said, "100,000 employees".

I dunno, I cannot remember.

I just Googled it, yes, it is 100,000 employees.

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I do not really care.

I think I want to be Jewish just to really f*** with people, just to really rub it into their faces like I love to do.

I am definitely the type to go and say, ██████████████████████████████████████████████

I love it, it is who I am.

I forgot something, it was related to this, I cannot remember.

* Lehan is silently thinking *

I am getting sleepy, I need to take 45mg of Mirtazapine.

I redid our website, but it is not good enough, I will keep improving it, slowly, slowly.

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Our website, though, I have Artist's Curse, is stunning, it looks very impressive.

All the guys in the US are impressed, but I am very angry that the BBC and other international media deride my uncle Thilanga which stops me from adding those.

I am quite upset by it, I am thinking of action.

We will soon be able to uncover what went wrong, and then, we can figure out a way to restore him.

Otherwise, if he is made to look like a villain, it is over.

I do not like how the foreigners pick fights with SL, there has to be a way for me to change this as soon as possible.

I do not feel depressed, but I feel a headache.

Depression is not just a suicidal thoughts thing, it is probably complex PTSD.

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I think people, despite what Lee Kuan Yew taught about a man's character being formed at 30, they can change.

More importantly, a bad guy, can do good things too.

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Being practical is useful.

Anyone can help me and further my interests, there is some value in every single person, even the worst, most uneducated and sick ones.

7:45 a.m.

I was thinking I need to write a lot of books, print it in Sinhala and donate all the earnings to charity.

I can also issue 20 or 45% of our shares to the Gangaramaya Temple, but this can restrict my management control.

There is also an issue of morality as we are looking at armaments projects and that is un-Buddhist.

I am getting sleepy, I am also hungry, it was a long, eventful night.

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I only click with people like me, I remove and move people who are different away from me, and then, I tell them:

"There's over 50 people in my firm, there is 25 year CBSL director Nanda and PIM President Denzil, you speak with them--

I only hang out with the Suddas".

8:15 a.m.

I can write books in English and Sinhalese translations based on valuable books worth $200 dollars and then like Saradiel or Robin Hood--

give it away for free or $.99 to charity.

https://youtu.be/OZscv36UUHo

10:45 PM

10:45 p.m.

█████████████████and then began watching Jesus Christ Superstar.

It is one of my favourite

I by hearted key songs

I had Indian food, Garlic Naan and some curry

I also had one piece of Gulab Jamum which was not the best I have had

Mahesh Hirdaramami's son Parthiv had a birthday a long time ago, he lives in Ward Place

His mom made us great Gulab Jamun and her chocolate cake was really good too -- this was long ago

I am going to finish watching Jesus Christ Superstar now

Later onwards, I will play chess, and then work on my firm's website

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By the way, happy World Theatre Day!

I love Lion King, Wicked, Jesus Christ Superstar, Sweeney Todd, Hamilton, Les Miserables, Phantom of the Opera,

I like Chess, King and I, and many more

Also Shrek, Mamma Mia, Lord of the Rings, American Psycho, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Mary Poppins, Evita+++

https://www.whatsonstage.com/london-theatre/news/wos100-the-top-100-musicals-of-all-time_34333.html

2:45 AM

Monday, March 29th, 2021

2:00 a.m.

I did not feel much after watching Jesus Christ Superstar (1979).

It is the best version of it.

I was sad they did not show Jesus raised from the dead.

I was surprised.

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I started to watch A Discovery of Witches S01.

It is not so good, I do not enjoy it.

Nothing to learn.

But it is cool how alchemy is in it.

I liked the Crown because there is historical value and you learn to turn the page on Elizabeth II.

Sasha Chaitow loves Alchemy.

She was telling me.

I showed my mum, she was shocked, she thought Sasha was a witch.

Sasha was talking about her losing her dad and her impressive library collection of books.

2:15 a.m.

I was downstairs looking for fruits my mum claimed were there.

Our house is large, massive, my sister was watching tv upstairs.

After I disgustingly used my hands instead of a spoon like a decent human being to eat delicious caramelised onions someone unknown and mum made--

I had one slice of bread and then I could not find any fruits or any other items, and decided to go up.

When I switched off the light in the pantry, I realised the whole house was completely dark in the middle of the night, midnight.

Ooh spooky.

I saw a house gecko lizard, a fat one.

He or she looked at me, saw the real demon, then ran away frightened, knowing what I am.

I did not tell myself this time, there was no need to constantly remind myself, I always knew, ever since I was a small young boy scared of the dark:

I am the darkness, and I feel at home, safe and happy in the shadows and I reassured myself quickly.

Without putting on any lights, I navigated my way up, to get to the staircase, switched on the light and got back into my room, and then looked at ██████████████

Yesterday, our maid, Manjula, she was possessed by a demon, I think someone video'ed it.

I do not really care, everyone has a spirit in them, likely.

Everyone is crazy.

There is some form of illness in anyone.

I was a bit fearful, but not really.

I am still hungry.

But since my sister closed the living room door, I cannot get my kettle.

I also doubt there is any food in the fridge.

There are some biscuits, there are cream crackers, cheddar, raspberry jam, peanut butter and maybe something else in the fridge.

There are snacks my aunt Anoja sent us.

I get hunger pangs in the night.

I will take a break, I might just watch this tv show.

I will probably go get more biscuits or--

I need to buy those soup packets, I love soup.

I loved the caramelised onions downstairs.

I put it in the fridge. I should have eaten more.

I wonder where the fruits are.

2:30 a.m.

My mum ate my mint ice cream.

I still did not get back a new tub.

In this Season 1 A Discovery of Witches, E01 or E02, the vampire hunts a deer or elk, in England.

Just like in the Crown, which Elizabeth II loves to do.

I also should go hunting once.

Looks like a lot of fun.

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I was thinking, vampires love blood.

Suranga Hettiarachchi's daughter whose name I never remembered, she also claimed the one time I saw her that she likes this supernatural, vampire stuff.

All the girls like that stuff.

I never really liked it much.

I think I liked the mafia stuff more.

I liked Elena █████████████████████████████████████

It is pretty cool.

Parthiv Hirdaramani.

He used to be one of my best friends.

He was always at my house, I would always call his mum and ask for permission for him to visit me.

We would play in the pool and bully my brother Milan or say bad words or do bad things.

It is always who I was.

I can only do bad deeds.

When I do good things, I feel an itch in my brain, as though, I am about to die.

When I do nice things, except to my friends like Jonathan who is my only friend, I feel so awful that I frantically think about ██████████████████████████

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My mum complained to my dad, in Singapore, my dad told me to not be friends with Parthiv because he says "bad words" according to my then family chauffeur Padmasiri.

I asked my dad if we can gift a pair of macaw parrots to Mikey De Alwis, he okay'ed it.

Parthiv met my cousins Chadu, I think someone was bleeding, he had the vampire in him, he wanted to "drink the blood".

The guy left to Harrow in England, I was sad.

Mathisha Dharmasiri tried to send me to Eton.

One time, we were in Parthiv's place, he had a Sony PSP with a lot of ████, our friends were all there, he deleted all of it--

f***ing loser.

He liked Harold and Kumar. He liked the movie where they go to Whitecastle.

2:45 a.m.

I am no longer his friend.

He liked this song: