Protest Fire, Deal-Making Notes, and Trump Whiplash
ஜூன் 3, 2020
I moved through password panic, hacking fear, company-name frustration, flashbacks, abuse fallout, protest reactions, and deal-minded chatter, then ended the day inside Don Juan and music again.
Supporting U.S. Protests While Defending Racial Prejudice
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Severe Underweight, Skipped Meals and Plans for Supervised Eating
Wed 3 May
10:45 a.m.
It's sad, but also good to see protests in America because we need to end injustice. I can't stand some of those people the white cops killed. I just wish they didn't murder them. They should all watch that movie American History X.
11:00 a.m.
I made myself Nestomalt, I put in 5 heaping teaspoons. I love it. It's like Horlicks. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████
2:15 p.m.
I'm like 45 kg, but I'll be okay. I'm just 26. I think Jared Kushner is 39 or something, he's lean. He's a cool guy. I'll probably be okay. Charith Seneviratne used to be 42 kg, when he was 20-21 years old. He's 70 something now.
I used to be 40kg, but I took ████████████████████████████████████████████ to get up to 45kg. It was the only thing that worked. I'll probably have to stop skipping meals. I skip meals every day. I often skip breakfast 5 times a week.
I'll probably pay someone, medically trained, to force feed me every 3 hours about 400 calories. So, 8 x 400 is like 3,200 calories. I must be getting 1,500 calories a day or less. I'll probably get paid people to make sure I eat, without excuses, the problem is me.
I don't want to end up a fat f***. So, I'll probably just stay at around 60 kg or 65 like James ████. I don't want to be a fat f***. I want to look good in a suit. Please G-d, don't let me end up a fat f***. Oh no, no way, not that.
I dunno. Maybe I'll use the dangerous psychiatric drugs that Dr Friedman refused, but Dr Joshua Kua said was okay at 2.5mg every other day. I pumped it up to 5mg every day. I only got up to 45kg. I used 10 or 20mg once, and got up to 55kg.
Sadly, I got salmonella para typhoid and lost around 10 kg. I hate Sri Lankan food. I'll need to set up a barbecue restaurant and brew beer for my own supply and personal demand. I'll gain weight to like 65ish. I think 70 plus, and you're a fat f***. 60 is perfect.
2:30 p.m.
The truth is I'm unhealthy. I need to change. Being severely underweight is a health problem. I think with complex PTSD you have eating disorders like punitive resistance to eating in my case. I'll need to pay people $1,000/month or Rs 185,000/month to always monitor me and make sure I eat.
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5:45 p.m.
I only hate the annoying people in any group. There's pieces of s*** in every group.
11:15 p.m.
So sleepy.
Tap on my window, knock on my door:
Rewriting “Still Alive” Around Cyberspace Command’s Business Deal
Wed 3 May
5:30 p.m.
Exhibit 4. Deal Making
Today was a triumph.
I'm making a note here:
HUGE SUCCESS.
It's hard to overstate
My satisfaction.
Cyberspace Command:
"Making Life Better -- and
Safer -- with Innovation"
For the good of all of us.
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But there's no sense crying
Over every back stab.
You just keep on trying
Till you run out of time.
And the Business gets done.
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For the people who are
Still alive.
I'm not even angry.
...
I'm being so sincere right now.
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Even though Tamir Pardo broke my heart.
And nearly bumped me off too.
And tore my partner deal to pieces.
And threw every piece into a fire.
As they burned it hurt because
I was so happy for Sepio Systems!
Now these better vendors
Make a beautiful line.
And we're out of POCs.
We're signing deals on time.
So I'm glad I got burned.
Think of all the things we learned
For the 33° Mason Jacques, who is:
Now our CFO.
(Note. 33° Bro Norman Vincent Peale will be my pastor next!)
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Go ahead and leave me.
I think I prefer to stay CEO.
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Maybe Tamir will find someone else
To help him.
Maybe Connex IT...
THIS WAS A JOKE, HA HA, ALREADY HAPPENED.
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Anyway this deal is great
It's so ambitious and close
Look at me still talking when there's business to do
When I look out there
It makes me glad I'm not Bentsi
I've projects to be run
There is security research to be done
On the customers who are
Still alive.
And believe me I am still alive
I'm doing business and I'm still alive
I feel FANTASTIC and I'm still alive
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Still alive
Still alive
Songwriters: Kirk Franklin
Still Alive lyrics © Kerrion Publishing, Colpix Music Inc., Lilly Mack Publishing, Emi Christian Music Pub Obo Lilly Mack Publishing
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