I think, I got a bit down in the UK, on Father's day, because I tried to control bio processes and did go off the rails...
I think I tried some antidepressant called Sertraline, and that was a daytime, normal antidepressant
But I took it at night like I do my mirtazapine, and then, it sort of kept me awake
I was lucky, I had Claire Heggs or Alex Marsh and University of Leicester's Student Support services
Whom I was lucky I kept around, they helped out
I then, got on Mirtazapine again
But it's kinda frightening how those small mistakes, can go south
I was lucky Alex Marsh, was around, who I found by chance, he stopped what he was doing and helped me
I think I had a pretty extremely horrifying tale of child abuse with that CCTV camera
But I was glad I got help in 2015 or Year 1 end of UK uni
I was in uni for 3 years, so 2016, and 2017 I graduated
I finished Singapore from 2012 to 2013 or something
When I got back, in 2017, I lived under the CCTV in my room, and I got depressed on Jan 17, in 2025 when I caught onto it finally
I got help after Jan 22, when Jacques arrived to remove it on 25th
A lot of very awful repressed trauma memories
What's scary is I never really suffered flashbacks after it was removed...
It's a shocker.
I got help from NHS or 111 a lot back in uni.
Really it was my good luck cat Ghost in the end.
I got really lucky.
Koshi 'n Sandesh didn't want to take down the creepy old CCTV:
Jacques did it, ol' Gandalf took out Eye of Sauron.
I also couldn't believe that pedophile camera was staring at me for so long..
