Election Relief, Then the Silence: Why I Keep Writing Anyway

July 19, 2025

Emailed Akamai; Linode custom ISO failed. Decided AWS for stronger hosting, while stepping back from Facebook noise Relief after the election, then the memory of being silenced: why I keep writing when platforms and pressure push back. It keeps circling back to We and Chorus

8:00 PM

Akamai Server Trouble, Political Complaints and Moving Toward AWS

Saturday, 19th.

8 pm

I emailed Tom, at Akamai. I let them, decide, what they want to do. I wasn't able to figure out the server on my own with my o3 by openai. I think it's (Linode) not configured for custom linux distributions like what we tried to use. They write to the main disk, there is no real way around it, and then it fails.

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I guess, that, some people, we had disputes with, have criminally lied, or something, but it will be found out, by the Trump team, who will deal with it. I don't have to do anything further now, as they will take the action, especially in secret.

By the end of the year, I'll probably get quite a lot of money. So I'm not worried. ███████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████

8:15 PM

Relief That Kamala Harris Lost the Election

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8:15 PM (b)

Facebook Jail, Trump Jokes and Avoiding Suspensions

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8:45 PM

Why Akamai Linodes Failed and AWS Looked Better

Akamai, I don't think their Linodes, allow for custom ISO images, even if they load, they don't let us use the server storage units, of which there are 2, one is a spare rescue mode booter (but just 500 mb swap), and the other one, is the main one, which accounts for their main 99% or 79.9 gb out of 80 gigs hdd. It's where the ISO is saved, but then, when installing, the OS will boot on their temporary storage ram, but can't save or install, as it's on their 79.9gb main drive, and can't install on the swap storage drive either.

So we're going to need to go to AWS, who are the best in the business.

I did, email, Jeff Bezos, I think, a long time ago, like 7 years ago.

But only cause I look up to them, or founders.

I think for me, Zuck, is Michael Jordan, in the business world.

And it's my favorite sport.

I like the way we earn dollars up and down the court.

I keep it so fresh, like the Amazon prime

And bla bla quote Lil Bow Wow

Like Mike

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I think it's a joke

We're going to be fine

Plus, Tom, is thinking about it too

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I think AWS, is where we want to be at, in general, as it's the strongest cloud services business for us

We need Cloudflare R2 or AWS EC2 or that image hosting service AWS offer

8:45 PM (b)

Curiosity About What Is Behind It and Missing Bezos Email

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9:00 PM

Calling Xi a Capitalist With a Stable One-Party Board

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9:15 PM

Having Fun, AWS Account Confusion and Staying Cool

I'm having fun

I mean, people go crazy for my story

I am having fun even writing this stuff

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See, now they tell me I have a AWS account

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It might be old email address, I dunno

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Just be cool

Lol

Have fun with it, I guess

9:15 PM (b)

AWS Access, Akamai Hopes and Zuck’s Server Skills

Back to business

That was fast

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I dunno

It was very fast, how they cleared my account

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I haven't got a clue how to use AWS either

To be honest, I'm hoping Tom, a former MIT professor, figures out how

Akamai, is my best hope for it

As they're into security, and I tick the hidden boxes for everything, they hope for, and look for, in their clients, and partners, and friends

Everything

Except knowing how to configure a SE Linux enabled server.

Which I tried, to get done, by using the Fedora Core OS

I think Zuckerberg, is an actually smart person who got into Harvard first, to drop out, like Bill Gates, to impress Peter Thiel, who is the cool kid in Silicon Valley, the bad influence, who tells them, I'll pay you money, from the Thiel fund, if you drop out...

Come over here, my little start up, dude, here's some money, but only if you drop out of your college program

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I have

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Zuck is an actually smart guy who can set up a server

I can't

The image shows a screenshot of an email in a Gmail interface. The email is titled "Big Picture" and appears to be a personal message discussing various topics. The sender mentions their "big sis Hashani," who is identified as a US Army captain, and references their respect for someone named Tom. The content includes personal anecdotes, mentions of notable figures like Steve Jobs, Elon Musk, and Walter Isaacson, and expresses frustration with "fake news CNN."

The sender discusses financial matters, mentioning "$4b sales" and "shareholder's equity," and expresses a desire for assistance with trademarks and patents. The tone is informal and somewhat urgent, suggesting a need for help and collaboration. The email ends with a signature that reads "Lewan," written in a stylized manner.

No explicit controversial content is visible, but the mention of political figures and financial stakes suggests a context of urgency and potential reputational risks. The overall tone conveys a mix of desperation and hope for support.

9:15 PM (c)

Chumbawamba, Danny Lewin and Getting Back Up

Some people, are so full of themselves, they love to hear themselves talk, and they love to read the things they write...

Like all the time.

And you know why?

Because there isn't anything better to watch -- that's why.

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[Album Intro: Danny from "Brassed Off"]

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[Intro: Chumbawamba]

We'll be singin'

When we're winnin'

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[Chorus: Chumbawamba]

I get knocked down, but I get up again

You're never gonna keep me down

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He sings the songs that remind him of the better times

Oh, Danny Boy, Danny Boy, Danny Boy

This is a song that played at the credits of Billions TV show

It was an episode that touched me

About a same sex couple who loved each other

But got persecuted, bullied, and driven to tragedy

It also, reminds me of Danny Lewin

Someone, I picture as a "hero" for his bravery

The song's lyrics are about how the spirit of fighting on

How even if you get knocked down

You can get up again

While Lewin sadly was the first casualty of 9/11

To me, he became immortal and saved everyone on AA11

It's hard to explain why I feel that way

But I feel that this happened in the spirit world somehow

I like to think, he got up again, and fought back

And he saved everyone

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In his message, Scott Lerner introduces himself as the Senior Vice President of Global Services at Akamai. He expresses a willingness to assist, stating he is aligning resources to address an unspecified issue. The tone of the email appears professional and collaborative, indicating a potential business relationship or partnership.

There are no explicit controversial or sensitive contents visible in the text. The branding for both AngryPages.com and Akamai Technologies is present, suggesting a focus on business networking. The overall intent seems to be establishing a connection for mutual benefit.

9:30 PM

Akamai, Linode and Fighting to Open a Shut Door

[Chorus: Chumbawamba]

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This is about, how

It wasn't easy to load up on Akamai or Linode

But that, we worked hard to fight for what's right

And those efforts, they unlocked the shut door

It made sure we got the final outcome we sought

It's about how the spirit, the memory of Lewin is in us

The image shows a man sitting on a chair outdoors, gesturing with his right hand while speaking. He has short, dark hair and is wearing a black polo shirt. The background features a fenced area with some wooden structures, possibly a playground or animal enclosure, indicating a casual or informal setting.

Text overlays the image, stating, "that if it would have been the both of us, it could have ended differently," suggesting a reflective or serious tone. The man's expression appears earnest, possibly conveying a sense of regret or contemplation.

There are no recognizable public figures in the image, and no explicit logos or branding are visible. The context hints at a discussion related to significant events, possibly touching on sensitive topics like the September 11 attacks, as indicated by the text below the video player. The overall tone seems serious, with an emphasis on personal reflection or a pivotal moment in a narrative.

9:30 PM (b)

Padmasiri, Danny Boy and Fighting Through Turbulence

[Verse 2: Dunstan Bruce & Lou Watts]

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This touched me

I remember Padmasiri, our family's trusted driver

Who was sad when my dad died in 2005

He was wishing he had been driving instead

It's also, about how

This is a rollercoaster, there are ups and downs

Take offs, turbulence, and landings

It's about, how..

You have to fight on

Plus there is plenty of booze on those flights

The image captures a moment from a video, likely an interview or a personal recounting, set in a casual outdoor environment. The subject, a man with short, silver hair and a fit build, is seated on a wicker chair. He wears a black polo shirt, which fits snugly, suggesting a relaxed yet attentive demeanor. His expression is serious and contemplative, as he gestures with one hand, possibly emphasizing a point in the conversation.

In the background, there are hints of a rustic setting, with green metal structures that appear to be part of a larger framework, perhaps a garden or patio area. The lighting is warm and natural, indicating that it might be daytime. The blurred background suggests a bit of depth, focusing attention on the man while still providing context to the environment.

The text overlay reads, "I wasn't with you on that plane," which adds a layer of intrigue and emotion to the scene. This statement hints at a significant and possibly somber topic being discussed, likely related to personal experiences or historical events. The tone of the conversation seems serious, and the man's expression reflects a mix of sincerity and perhaps regret.

The branding at the top left corner indicates that this video is associated with the "National Inventors Hall of Fame," suggesting that the subject may have a background in innovation or invention, or that the discussion might touch on themes of creativity and resilience in the face of adversity.

Overall, the image conveys a moment of reflection, with the man seemingly engaged in a meaningful dialogue that resonates with themes of loss, memory, and perhaps the impact of significant events on personal lives. The combination of his serious demeanor, the poignant statement, and the inviting yet rustic setting creates a compelling visual narrative that invites viewers to ponder the deeper implications of the conversation.

9:30 PM (c)

Writing “Don’t Cry for Me” in Hebrew for Danny

אל תבכה עליי, שכן ממול

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Over here, I write, don't cry for me, next door neighbor

It's in hebrew, which I felt Danny would say to his friend

This old friend of his is clearly grieving

The image features two men smiling in front of a whiteboard filled with mathematical equations and diagrams. The man on the left has light brown hair and is wearing a black suit over a white shirt. The man on the right has darker hair and is dressed in a dark button-up shirt. A pink handwritten note identifies one of the men as "TOM."

Text on the image states, "I will always mention Daniel Lewin as a model for excellence, determination, strength," suggesting a tribute to Daniel Lewin, who is known for his role in the tech industry and his tragic death during the September 11 attacks.

The background equations and diagrams imply a context of academic or professional discussion, possibly related to technology or mathematics. The overall tone is positive and respectful, reflecting admiration for Lewin. The mention of September 11 introduces a sensitive historical context, potentially evoking strong emotions related to loss and remembrance.

9:30 PM (d)

A Chumbawamba Chorus Reimagined With a Shofar Solo

[Chorus: Chumbawamba]

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[Shofar Solo around Jericho]

[For winning back property with 6,000+ years of proof... ]

This is about, this sax or horn's solo performance

It reminds me of the ancient Israelite shofar

Which drew fear into the enemy armies of God

The image shows a paused scene from a YouTube video, likely related to the September 11 attacks, as indicated by the text at the bottom. It features a stylized, possibly animated depiction of two figures seated, with a focus on one figure labeled "DANNY LEWIN 9B." The figures appear somewhat ghostly or translucent, suggesting a somber or memorial tone.

Text overlays in pink indicate phrases like "Allahu Akbar" and "LE.WN," which could imply a controversial or sensitive context, given the association of the phrase with Islamic extremism. The background is dark, enhancing the serious nature of the content.

The overall tone appears to be reflective or investigative, possibly exploring themes of heroism or tragedy. The presence of the Wikipedia link at the bottom suggests an educational intent, but the highlighted phrases may evoke strong emotional responses and could be seen as provocative. The image raises potential reputational risks due to its sensitive subject matter and the implications of the text.

9:45 PM

A Chumbawamba Chorus Fragment

[Chorus: Chumbawamba]

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9:45 PM (b)

A Danny Boy Chorus Fragment

[Chorus: Danny Boy]

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The image shows a man with dark hair and a slight smile, standing in front of a textured, possibly stone wall. He is wearing a white shirt and appears to be in a casual setting. The background is blurred, emphasizing his face. The text overlay reads, "We weren't surprised to discover that he was probably the only person on the airplane that tried to do something," suggesting a serious context related to an event, likely referencing a historical incident.

The tone of the text implies a narrative about bravery or action in a critical situation, possibly linked to the September 11 attacks, given the context provided by the video title. The emotional weight of the statement suggests a mix of admiration and somber reflection. There are no visible logos or branding in the image itself, but the video is from The HISTORY Channel, indicating a focus on historical events. The overall composition conveys a serious tone, highlighting the gravity of the subject matter.

9:45 PM (c)

Refusing to Be Kept Down

You're never gonna keep me down

[Instrumental Outro]

The image features three black-and-white photographs of a young man, presumably named Daniel, who appears to be in a military setting. In the center, he stands confidently with an assault rifle slung across his body, wearing a military-style shirt and cap. His expression is serious, suggesting a sense of duty or readiness. The background includes a wooden door and a wall adorned with framed pictures, hinting at a domestic environment.

Text overlaying the image reads, "Later that night, Daniel came up to me and said, 'Do you know what happened to me?'" This adds a layer of emotional weight, implying a significant or traumatic experience. The tone is somber, suggesting themes of conflict or personal struggle.

There are no recognizable public figures in the image. The context raises potential sensitivities related to military service, trauma, and the implications of violence. The composition conveys a sense of urgency and introspection, inviting viewers to reflect on the experiences of those in military roles.

10:00 PM

Feeling Protected by Holy Ghosts and the Holy Spirit

I'm going to be fine.

I have, a lot of holy ghosts, fighting my war for me

The holy spirit will move mountains for me

The image captures a moment from a video, likely a documentary or interview, presented in black and white. In the foreground, a man with short, light-colored hair and a friendly demeanor is engaged in conversation. He appears animated, gesturing with his hands as he speaks, suggesting he is sharing a story or an opinion with enthusiasm. His expression conveys warmth and sincerity, indicating he is discussing someone he respects deeply.

Behind him, another individual is partially visible, with their back turned to the camera. This person has medium-length hair and is dressed casually, hinting at a relaxed setting. The background reveals a workspace with a cluttered desk, featuring a computer keyboard and various papers, which adds to the informal atmosphere of the scene.

Superimposed on the image is a quote that reads, "without a doubt, he was the embodiment of the word 'patriot'." This statement suggests that the conversation revolves around a person who is being honored or remembered for their dedication and service, possibly in a military or civic context. The tone of the quote is reverent, indicating that the subject of discussion is held in high regard.

The branding "WorkingNation" appears prominently in the center of the image, suggesting that this video may be part of a series or initiative focused on work, employment, or community engagement. The presence of this branding implies a connection to themes of patriotism, service, or perhaps the impact of individuals in the workforce.

Overall, the image evokes a sense of nostalgia and respect, capturing a moment of reflection on the contributions of a significant individual. The black-and-white format adds a timeless quality, enhancing the emotional weight of the discussion. The casual setting contrasts with the seriousness of the topic, creating a relatable yet poignant atmosphere.

10:00 PM (b)

Daniel Lewin, Patriots and Thinking Bigger Than Missile Shields

10 pm

We don't need, Patriot missile defense shields

When we have patriots like Daniel Lewin

We don't want, gifts from Qatari royal family

When Trump can do without Al Jazeera

We don't have leaders like Lehan

When we don't think big enough to ask for them

10:00 PM (c)

Self-Effacing Jokes About Zuck, Sandberg and Taylor Swift

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That Nvidea guy, is the Taylor Swift, of technology

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Over here, I am poking fun at myself

I would like to think, I could impress Mr Swift

With my self deprecating humor

Which she would refer to as:

"Self Effacing Jokes"

It's just, to give those lyrics meaning in this context

Where we see our many flaws

I think everyone is singing along to those lyrics

Everyone

Why shouldn't they?

10:00 PM (d)

Fragments About Rising Above a High Horse

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Yeah, I see those songs as a guy

I also

10:00 PM (e)

Telling Saboteurs to Stay Away

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10:15 PM

Noticing Fake People in Town

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10:15 PM (b)

Imagining Taylor Swift as Trump’s Vice President

I think Taylor Swift, coulda easily been VP of the US under Trump

10:15 PM (c)

Saying Taylor Swift Could Have Asked for VPOTUS

All she woulda had to do, is ask for VPOTUS

And I just know, she shoulda done so

පෙර දිනය ඊළඟ දිනය

Names on this page

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Taylor Swift

Pop Singer-Songwriter

Microsoft Co-Founder and Philanthropist

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Kamala Harris

Former U.S. Vice President

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