8:15 p.m.
I am a bit tired. But I will force myself to do 15 minutes of light elliptical machine walking. Moderate, mild, light, low, medium intensity is enough.
Exercise for the sake of exercise.
I am doing some reading and studying for my script. I think anyway I had no chemistry with Shanika, there were many problems, despite being mother - son, there was episodic drama, infighting and i ended up suffering lost health under her neglectful care. I believe that i do not get along with people in Asia generally, I have a very few friends in America only. This is simply because of educational and cultural gaps. It's not rocket science, it's not that hard to understand. It's very simple, it's easy to see.
I am generally happy (at times) that my dad Palith died. This is because he was a cruel parent, that was misguided, and he abused a minor. Child abuse is disgusting. While it's true that many Asians, children and parents alike, may view it with more sympathy, I do not. I think that death is a fair, just and correct punishment, for all sorts of crimes, including this.
It's a good thing.
Now, Lal is in trouble. It may be that I can save him. But I do not think it is a good idea. See, Buddha, he told that woman, oh get me a mustard seed from a household that suffered no death, and I will revive your son for you. When I try to help a cruel man like Lal, who has lied, stealing money, at great cost to the victim, i would not be doing him any favor.
I think that when somebody is my enemy, it may be that I shall pity her or him, but my feeling sorry for them, will do nothing to change my mind.
I will just destroy them. I will laugh as i do it.