Biden Confirmed, Then a Guilt-vs-Revenge Monologue
November 8, 2020
Biden’s win landed less as closure than as another moral argument inside my head, with guilt, revenge, and the need to explain myself all fighting for the same space.
Getting Sleepy During a Masonic Meeting
SUNDAY, NOVEMBER 8, 2020
Part Two
10:45 p.m.
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11:00 p.m.
I'm getting sleepy. I have to visit uncle's office tomorrow to press ahead with my project.
Reassessing Trump After Biden’s Victory and Choosing Kindness
MONDAY, NOVEMBER 9, 2020
2:00 a.m.
I woke up in the middle of the night. I had a bad dream. I think the cortisol or adrenaline is high as I'm under stress. The antidepressant Mirtazapine puts me to sleep, but I can wake up when its effects wear off.
I'm relieved the US election is over. Biden Harris will do well. I don't know if you can pay $15/ hour minimum, but it'll help hardworking young people. Giving people a chance to come to America and make it will be welcome.
The 28% corporate income tax isn't the end of the world. That money being used for healthcare and education will make things better, when people are healthy and educated, businesses thrive. The US must centre and be moderate.
Countries like China, Russia and elsewhere look after their people. In UK, you have a lot of socialism, it isn't as bad as it sounds. Being careless of the pains and struggles of innocent people in the US wasn't good for anyone.
I don't think Biden Harris will be able to achieve all that they set out to accomplish because the Senate is Republican controlled, and they simply don't want to ratify or approve bills passed by the Democrat controlled House of Representatives.
Trump will continue to campaign against the Democratic Party. █████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████████ Trump, 74, is also getting very old, but may try to fight in 2024. Jacques Huyghebaert is 75.
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He's done a lot of good things for America. He's a strong American leader. I think he's done all he could. His mistake was he underestimated Covid-19 and didn't respond aggressively enough.
2:15 a.m.
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2:30 a.m.
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9:45 p.m. Mon
I have to go to a Masonic meeting with David Chichinadze. That's like my new thing to say. I'd say, in another life, if my name was Norman Bateman, I'll rename myself Patrick Bateman, and I'll just use "I have to return some videotapes" as my go to excuse to leave unexpectedly.
I think my excuse in this life, at this time, is I have to go to a Masonic Meeting with David Chichinadze to discuss the price of a barrel of crude oil and the placement of Russian troops in the region. (Joke).
11:30 p.m.
I love Freemasonry. I'm dying to learn more about Kabbalah especially. It's the most cool aspect. I'm surprised to learn from Jonathan that my red string isn't real Kabbalah. It goes a lot deeper. Madonna made it cool.
I wrote a lot of stuff today, but I learned a lot from writing, I learned to be kind. G-d loves me so much. I must do what's good unto others. I have so much to offer. If I write evil, I must delete it when I realise it's not good.
In my lecture during Masonic meeting, David Barrett is very sharp, he made a lot of good observations. I'm learning so much every day. I love learning. Freemasonry is my favourite hobby.
A Giant Spider, a Merciful Guard and a Sign From God
MONDAY, NOVEMBER 9, 2020
Exhibit 1. Spider
I was surprised to see a giant spider entangled in my mosquito net at around 4:45 a.m. as I was watching Blood of Zeus. I immediately went to wake up our security officer, who's a former army officer, to come to catch it.
I asked to kill it, but he very bravely picked it up, then took it away to release in the wild. It's a huge spider. I took a photo of how big it is.
It's good he's a good hearted person. This is a sign from the G-ds. I'll be thinking about this carefully. I should think about my recent decisions. I believe my actions have dramatic ripples.
Interestingly, I was watching Blood of Zeus (2020), specifically, the part regarding the spider gods that can tell the future -- and prophesy that Heron will impact many.
With the benefit of foresight, knowing that a baby is crawling on a table and will fall down, I should take care to make the correct decisions.
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