Lawyer Meeting Stress Surge and PTSD Coping Breakdown
October 7, 2020
After the lawyer meeting, the stress was the real story: my body, my sleep, and my coping all looked more fragile, even while I was still trying to narrate control.
Legal Stress, Complex PTSD and Condensing 200 Pages
Wed 7 Oct
7:45 p.m.
I met lawyers. I discussed Sierra. I feel very stressed out. I can't cope with stress due to complex PTSD at all. I stop eating. I don't remember what I ate. I wrote 200 pages in a MS Word document in the last 7 days, but only want to send 5 paragraphs. I get very excited.